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/This is here to make you wonder if I downplay my coolness because in reality think I'm the coolest person ever.
//This is here to make you wonder if I know how overdone descriptions that refer to themselves as "witty" are.
Catching Elephant is a theme by Andy Taylor
So I was watching the Evening for Awesome livestream-but-not-live. It was awesome. That’s mostly unrelated to the body of this post, because Goober isn’t feeling great and he’s been nursing all day.
I was watching this video and getting so tired and I was ready to pause it and go downstairs. I didn’t cope with cluster feeding well when he was a newborn, and he had a lot of it saved up from being on a schedule in the NICU.
So this marathon nursing session was bringing back the feelings of helplessness and insanity. I was wondering why I’m still fighting. I almost caved to go make a bottle of formula. I haven’t given him formula in months. It’s a slippery slope, mental health-wise and supply-wise. Then Kimya Dawson was on stage, and all I could think of was this blog post:
http://users.livejournal.com/kimya_dawson_/297841.html
Which is obviously old and I read a long time ago and not in the context of being a mother myself. Then I looked down into those sweet eyes and they say “Mama, I need you.” I remember why I’m doing this, that I love it.
Thank you, Kimya Dawson. You may have just saved our nursing relationship.
YES! CURIOSITY FANDOM! We should write songs and ship it with Opportunity. Though the size disparity might be problematic.
“Sunsets, spires, soaring silver colonnades. It’s a camera phone.”
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